The Struggles of the Blue Butterfly

STRUGGLES. PAIN. We all have it.
Physical. Emotional. Spiritual.
Sometimes, it is less noticeable than others.
Sometimes, it is all we notice.

It doesn't matter where it comes from, if we deserved it or not,
or if anyone else believes that it can hurt as badly as it does.

It happens to the best of us.

Beautiful butterfly, why are you so blue?
What are you going to do?

Fly Blue Butterfly...FLY!


Saturday, March 26, 2011

Sleeping, Tried Again or should I say Tired Again

I laid down at gave it the "old college try" as my husband would say.  Twitched for a few hours, but then I did get a few winks, maybe 2 hours or so, before my arms started going numb and waking me up.  I've noticed that it is very difficult to find a cozy sleeping position that doesn't have my arms touching the bed or my body.  Because when the numbness starts, my arms have to be held somewhat away from my body (and not touch anthing else) to keep the feeling in them.  But even then, I have a residual tingling on the underside of my arm all the way up.  Anyway, doesn't make for the best sleeping.  So I am up after just 2 hours of sleep, still tired, but losing my mind laying there and fighting the octopus feeling as my arms flop around.  Gonna play on the blog for awhile - my new found toy that will hopefully distract me from the pit of despair that I am currently residing in.

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